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Forgotten from the world, would I ever be the one to be notice not even in the real world am I notice I'm the person you pass by and walk away and never cared about. :(When the one you know is just not there, what will you do when that person you know has fade away, well that person was me, being kind for your will, and I get nothing from it, and now I fled away from life, and now I feel the life is dead when I feel like our life was nothing more, You was glad I was nice and wanted me to stay this way, and I will do so, and now I guess the person I should be will not be here no more, some one new will come, and I won't be there to help anymore but bless Jenn, and leave this cruelty under that persons hands forever. :(
I quit love as we speak, I buried mine straight to the ground, sorry Sara I had no choice, it was already cracked anyway, it couldn't live no longer anyway, so what's the point of carrying a broken and cracked love around, I quit love, love nowadays are only based on how you look, and not about what you are in the inside, so screw it, I'm not loving nothing or anyone, whats the point of it anyway.
The forgotten broken girl
For me it's not easy being someone new without people judging you from the beginning of nothing to it. I'm kind and generous, but people go back to the me I wasn't suppose to be, what am I to do with that, I'm not that girl no more, being me is forever, and now I will no longer think of changing myself for someone who doesn't barely give a crap about you, just for one or more big bad mistakes, I change for someone to be that person's friend, and I'm cool with that person, but I have to be careful not to lie or do drama, and I became this to for that person, but wait a minute though.
This person hate liars, but I question myself, everybody makes a mistake and lies sometimes, and he thinks he doesn't do it too, so he goes on and hates liars, well that's dumb.
Another thing is I question, he hates drama, well to put it more clearly girls go through drama a lot, and I will say don't hang around girls, they go through this a lot, and it's nothing us girls can do about our drama, so I change to be this person's friend cause I wanted to be his friend again, so I guess I have to do his rules and go on to a life as another person.
I'm not the girl you'll ever notice in life, I've been dead in silent moment, I always dreamed of the darkness to come over me, the light is not my friend.
I dream mostly of nightmares of my past and wake up disturbed for days staring at the wall forever. The memories attack me and I cry forever. Now I have no more life left, I kill my love cuz it was crack to much, thanks to my angel, it wasn't going to last anyhow, my life was a dead secret no one will ever see.
And I will admit, I'm not a beautiful or hot emo, goth, vampy, punk chick, I'm just a typical ugly girl that no one will pick up and loved. I never grew up with love I grew up to hate others and go on to the dark side, and leave the world forever. :(
No more sweethearts.
No more trust worthy.
No more love.
No more heartache.
No more pain.
Forever emo, goth, punk and vamp.
No more would I stand and let this keep happening.
I quit love, why should I let my heart
Break a thousand times.
Sara, my angel I had no choice I
Had to kill the love you gave me
It had to many cracks in it
Anyway, so I might I as well kill
It anyway.
The future me you'll never see her,
Or get her, she don't want no one.
The future me. Calypso Ministry Maria Calaway. The turn around effect, the people that hurt her, she will not notice you, she has forgotten, she locked her past behind her.
Occupation: Death Life
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Undertaker
Posted : 14 years, 11 months ago on 12 May 2009 02:51
(A review of WWE Smackdown vs. Raw 2008)It's Awesome I Kind Of Always Playin' Taker, He's My 2tal Faves That's Why, But I Also Play The Divas 2. But Mostly Taker, The Way He Moves Goes, I Play Him Wit The Wii It's Mad Fun:)
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A Memory I'll Never 4get
Posted : 14 years, 12 months ago on 28 April 2009 03:55
(A review of WWE - Undertaker - He Buries Them Alive)The Memorial
of a Some1
The moment he had arrive
The beginnin' of hope 2 care 4 the deceased,
He will know he's been notice by my
deceived broken ♥
My wrecked ruin life is not right
wit out him
But knowin' that someday soon I
will regret that life is sometimes
expires short 4 others which is
why I'm mostly on the down low
Where I can feel much complete
wit my ♥ when it's broken
from despair.
This will be a continue 2 this
becuz this will go on 4ever :'(
The moment u found out he's gone 4ever and won't
return.
Dedicated 2 Pooch :'(
of a Some1
The moment he had arrive
The beginnin' of hope 2 care 4 the deceased,
He will know he's been notice by my
deceived broken ♥
My wrecked ruin life is not right
wit out him
But knowin' that someday soon I
will regret that life is sometimes
expires short 4 others which is
why I'm mostly on the down low
Where I can feel much complete
wit my ♥ when it's broken
from despair.
This will be a continue 2 this
becuz this will go on 4ever :'(
The moment u found out he's gone 4ever and won't
return.
Dedicated 2 Pooch :'(
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Awesome
Posted : 14 years, 12 months ago on 28 April 2009 03:53
(A review of WWF (World Wrestling Federation) Presents: Undertaker Bk.2)I love ya Ministry Taker, u rock
I need u so bad
U make me feel in love
4 some reason
I need ya by my side 4ever
27th, Ministry
Here, she was here
I need u so bad
U make me feel in love
4 some reason
I need ya by my side 4ever
27th, Ministry
Here, she was here
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so never refuse a inventation
never resis the unfamailer
never fail to be palite
an never out stay the welcome
just keep ur mind open an suck in the experience
an if it hurts u now wat? its probly worth it
u hope an u dream but u never believe that something goin to happen for u
not lik it does in movies wen i actually does u espect it to feel differnt.
more visual more real
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its not some place u can look for becuz its not were u go
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if u find that moment it ell last forever
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